How becoming a Cam Model changed my life.

[Kosmina]

Before I started to work here as a Cam Model, I worked in a bet agency as a pc operator. I work with a lot of different type of people, sometimes they would become angry because they were lost and they try to find you guilty, and become aggressive with me.
Then one day I wanted something new, better, and to start on my dream of becoming independent. Before I lived with my boyfriend he had his salary too and after that I lived alone, with my little salary and could not afford anything. Only the basic elements of live.
So, one day I called the first phone number of a job add to find it was an announcement with the title, "I hire video chat manager, do u want to do a lot of money"... so the journey has just started, I went to interview and asked me if I want to be a cam model. And I told them a very a definitive no... I will never do this, I went home and after a period of time maybe 1 year an old friend came and ate with me. I told her that I want to more money, I need more money, I see a lot of jobs about video chat I’m thinking to try. She told me are you crazy, I am already doing that and I asked her, how is it? She said that it is all fine and that she would tell her boss about me. I had to think, and I did not want go on interview, I was shy ever since my childhood.
I went there and it was all okay, each girl done her work, nobody judges you. The studio had a kitchen and so we ate together, it felt like a family now I have work in the field for 3 or 4 years. And I still like what I do it has allowed me to:
Improved my English;
I become a good psychologist;
I felt free to send my unconditional love to people;
I passed being timid
I shared my bad memories in life and the good ones with people;
I had a comfortable life,
bought a lot of clothes;
I won my independence;
I bought a car;
I could also help my mother;
I shared with others from what I had;
I became a good person, more kind, more enthusiast, full of trust, more patiently and I have lent the positive communications. Assertive one...
I found myself, real me;
I have found my inside peace;
so, if I feel perfect I want to make you feel perfect too.
To offer you more than see. Emotions, love, naturalize to give myself to you as I am.
Now my dream is to buy my own house I know I will achieve this goal.
I want get a normal job to developed myself professionally, I still feel very good here.
So, should I take a challenge, Try something new? I work from home and I feel the need to socialize outside too. So what should I do? What do you suggest to me dear friend?
Love you all, and am thankful that you exist.